Friday, November 19, 2010

blue friday

i dont know why, but im feeling really low.. like tired and tired and really tired. moody too. i noticed this morning while i was getting ready for work, i have dark eye rings. ughhhly. guess i just need to rest.

but i have this little craving now. im craving for a nice foot reflex.. i need my kenko. lets see if joanne is there to fix my tired feet...

ahh excellent. she's here today. so its 45-mins.

really need it.

god... i need something to really lift my mood.

toodies.

Monday, November 15, 2010

facing the tide

things been a little rough for the past few weeks.. and slowly and gradually, thankfully, i've ironed them out. im sure it'll still need more quickstarching & harder pressing, but deep in my heart, i know things will go on well.

we've gone through so much, and to be frank, we'll have to go through even more in life. i don't know for sure what He has planned for me coz on my shoulder, i failed to see anything (they always say that He has written our lives' paths on our shoulders). However all i know is, whatever hurdles He faces me with, I'll have to be brave and literally get it over and done with.

i know you want the best for us, and so do i. it's kinda amazing, u & i are riding on the same boat. happy together. but our families are the ones rocking us.. creating all sorts of winds.. blowing from all sorts of directions. at the bottom line, they want the best for us too.

i just hope, and i believe, we'll go through this successfully, smoothly. insyaAllah.

toodless. 

Monday, November 8, 2010

sighh

1. my entire SK-II set is on the brink of death. and so am i.
2. clothes. really really need new wardrobe for office & out
3. BB Torch.. my current line is contract-less.. so guess is time for me to recontract with M1

the problem is.. my money's draining really low.. but the above are necessities.. especially the first one. nope im not being choosy or anything. but my skin is super sensitive that somehow only SK-II works (before you open ur mouth, i have tried 90% off-the-shelf items. results? i got into even greater depression.).

im feeling sooooo down these few days.. i dunno why... so many things happened.. i got myself into an ugly mess.. hate this feeling.. yes i know i need to make the first move, n there's stubborness in me.. maybe i'll give myself some time to think things through.. huhuhu

i wanna be a millionaire.. so @#$%ing bad

dreamt that i opened an envelope given by my HR.. and immediately saw $1,066,000 on my salary slip! hehehe..

thats a million there alright!

in reality, i shant hope that much for my year end bonus.

toodlessss